Currently in Lincoln, NE
©Terry A. Ratzlaff 2020


But The Eyes Are Blind One Must Look With The Heart

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I dream of you almost every night, your appearance is always different, but the way you make me feel is always the same.   You are beautiful inside and out.   When I’m with you, time stops, and nothing else matters.  You represent everything I crave, and everything that will make me complete.  When I wake, I try to return to you because there is no place I would rather be.  I am sad that you have gone, and I long for the feeling that I had when you were with me.  When I go to bed tonight, I pray that we will once again be together, but this time, when I wake, you will be lying there next to me.  Will you be my dream come true?

Ahh, there we go. Hello, it’s nice to meet you

It’s kinda hard for me to talk about myself personally, but I am willing to answer any and all questions you would like to ask.  I have a variety of fetishes that I’ve wanted to try, but rarely someone to help me. Being photographed or videotaped is part of most of them. For the most part, as long as I’m not in pain and no blood is being drawn, I’m into just about anything.

It’s one of my oldest fantasies, and one that has never been properly done, or well documented.  I’d like to be forced to wear slutty makeup and possibly clothing and wigs, or having my hair done in a girlish fashion.  I’ve only got one pair of panties. The ones I really like were ripped off of me several months back without my consent. I was livid.  Until I get a job, adding more to this or replacing used up items is going to be hard.  While I am 28 years old, I live with my parents. However, I live in the basement, where they rarely come, and my bedroom is at the end of the basement, where they come even less often. They both work during the mornings, and sleep pretty early in the evenings.  There is an entrance right into my bedroom from the outside.  I’ve had several guys over in this fashion, ie when my parents have been home, in the last few months without even a close call, so it’s very safe.  But I feel I should tell you this now, before we go any further.

Still searching and haven’t found my beautiful lady yet.  I know you are out there and searching too.  
You need the physicality that has left your marriage.  The excitement, butterflies, touch, sexuality,
 longing, wanting, toe curling, aching desire of a man who adores you. 
I miss the kiss.  
I miss you completely.


                                                                  I really wish you’d come by tonight.  I’m all alone ...

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